Last day of 2009, I kinda miss the fun in 2009 :( I seems so relax with only AA elective last sem. Even though I still rmb camping until nearly midnight in sch. Kinda stress but anyway it is still a good experience rite???

Now... At the start of new year, test and test and projs PLUS APPOINTMENTS coming my way.. I hard problems falling asleep this few days. my mind just cannot stop thinking. Thinking about what to do on friday, sat and sun. What to teach for primary 3 maths? Do I have time to finish my AP? How am I going to celebrate my brother bithday? Lots and lots of stuffs.

I was counting sheeps last night. But count halfway all those thoughts pop out. then count sheeps again then trying my best to turn off this freaking irritating brain of mine. I think I will suffer in year 3.2 sia. Tell me what to do??? I am really damn lost.

Just hope everything will pass by asap. And since I had done my best, I WILL NOT REGRET ANY DECISIONS I HAD MADE. offically declare myself stressed =X haha... Once stress hopefully i can be alone at times... going to fully utilized my time soon :)

pokeyz
1:45 PM

slacking as usual.. haha. ytd so qiao saw ken at 313 somerset =X actually he is the one seeing me.. I was looking up in the sky when he called me. I going to list down what I am supposed to do le.. If not I will not feel the stress and continue slacking.

first thing first.
1st - SIP report editing and doing of appraisal form (4 Jan)
2nd - AP report editing (8 Jan)
3rd - FA Proj (18 Jan Interim Submission and 25 Jan Report)
4th - PFP Proj (29 Jan)
5th - Law Proj (1 Feb)

蔡旻佑 - 小乖乖


OMG!!! I find that he quite cute leh... they can be the cute couple. haha. the tune very catchy not bad :)

pokeyz
1:19 PM

No matter how busy I am... Holiday must still have the holiday mood... I decided to slack and enjoy myself for tmr.. going to chiong all my work today... then tmr enjoy life... haha.

Come to think of it.. nowadays keep raining will it rain heavily on christmas??? Anyway today, I just realised my mother bought me an umbrella with 2 bear like creatures sharing an umbrella on it. Haha... hopefully I dun get to use it often :P

kk back to my report :P jia you jia you pok pok :)

pokeyz
7:37 PM

Sianz... I just wasted 2 1/2 hrs on tao hua xiao mei... Come to think of it.. It is like a lame show but I just dunno y I feel like watching. LOL. kk I going to finish my SIP report by tmr latest.. IF NOT U WILL NOT BE SEEING ME SLEEP :P

pokeyz
9:13 PM

Today my mother, brother and sister coming back SG from Malaysia. Now the house in almost in a mess. I nv sweep the floor and fold the clothes. Now the clothes are still hanging on the bamboo pole. haha.

Ytd we had grp proj in sch. I think we dun really know what to do for pfp le so can consider stuck there I guess. haha. Maybe we should switch to fa on Monday. I shd ask my grp members later :) Allan and Ryan ytd also keep asking me if I am really happy now. Stupid sia. How can I not be happy??? LOL. I gt my wife to accompany me, spent time with me, play games with me everyday, sing songs to me, help me dl and watch videos with me. Of cos happy la... Do I really look like my life is like damn sad?? No watch drama plus seldom go out = no life??? LOL. Then define life?

I think I better not think so much.. My brain cannot store too much things. I need to concentrate on my SIP report now even though I had no mood to START!! :)



pokeyz
10:29 AM

I just dunno why do i have a burning feeling all around my body. Just taken a bath but the feeling still there. Both my heart and brain feels weird weird de :( What's up with me... can't handle this few stress currently?? Only AP Report to edit, SIP report to do and 2 more tutorials(pfp & fa) to finish up. FA and PFP proj meet up only ma :)

It feels like I gt alot of things to say and ask. but just dunno what are the things.. Maybe I having a fever soon :( now my mind is in state of confusions... AND I WANT TO KNOW WHEN I CAN STOP ADDICTING TO GAMES!!! Trying to organize my thoughts and plan my schedule better.

I just said "time is for us to find." But what's the use of finding time since I will be wasting them away anyway. And I not going to act strong anymore :) Be strong.. =X a few more months. no kick de la :) JIA YOU!!! And u will see me offline nowadays. Msn time too long le...

pokeyz
6:08 PM

FREAKING TIRED!!! I nv thought going for medical checkup can go for the whole day... Plus getting myself super tired.... THANKS TO THE QUIZ. Test what IQ.. So many pictures and qns asked.. It took me a whole 3 hrs to complete the stupid quiz. And now I had a huge delay in what I wanted to do :( Maybe I think I am sick therefore, I feel tired faster. I think the "best" thing always comes to me when I am having holidays...

I still rmb my laptop died on me on the actual last day of my exams. And now I am just feeling sick and tired.. Tmr my sister going back to malaysia to do her malaysia IC. So many things undone and I am still like slacking here and there not worrying. Jialat liao la... I ALSO WANT TO GO BACK AND DO NOTHING OVER THERE.. no choice work undone cannot be left unattended if not it will accumulate up :(

Luckily today renhao accompany me to the medical checkup if not I will be like SUPER BLUR... I dun even know which bus stop to stop and nobody to chat with me. And once we reached there immediately take photo then urine then draw blood.. My precious blood drawn out like free like that.. I think gt a few hundred ml kana drawn out.

I think i go sleep now.. tmr then start my proj and tut life :) FLU FLU GO AWAY THEN COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY (dun come better) :)

pokeyz
8:41 PM

Sch life rocks... going home at 4pm after playing basketball with ryan for 2 hrs... Super tiring sia. I dunno how am I suppose to run for my napfa :P

But thinking of the tutorials to do. the whole mood swings down... PLUS Project :( I think all this can solve without any problems... But when working as a perm staff rather than just an intern. I think they got more worries than us (like backstabbing, sabo-ing and etc) more jialat.. So I going to enjoy my study life until I am able to overcome all the arrows here and there.

Studying do have arrows flying here and there but not as worst as working all because of $$$ and promotions??? There will always be a reason y ppl will react in such a way.. The best is to think in a positive way and dun let your thinking affect your moods.

E.g. During my internship, I always feels that support role is like doing all the sai kang job and casting can easily be done by any ppl with no accounting knowledge. But thinking in another way helps to make u enjoy and feeling that it is worth doing all this.. Because without you, who is going to ensure the annual report is in good quality and who is going to do vouching?? Therefore I treat vouching as an important part of auditing rather than just a sai kang job :)

I think any problems will be solved in just a matter of time. There will always be a cause in anything we do. Like y do ppl treat u so nice?? Because they want to be friends with u. Humans do have a wonderful brain thinking of things in another way. It is a good thing as well as a bad thing. This helps them adapt quickly but in turn misunderstand or turn things around sometimes. Thinking is actually the most scary thing in this world.

What if there is one person who can read the mind of everyone in just a few sec. I think that person will have a hard time finding a true friend. He will realise the person weaknesses easily as the brain will always be thinking unless u are asleep and since no one is perfect rite??? Hopefully no one can mind read what I am thinking =X SERIOUSLY SUPER SCARY!!!

YAY tmr going back to visit my supervisor(manager) :) it had been one week since we last met :) miss them abit sia..

pokeyz
4:41 PM